scary reality

Scary shit. Just got home from supper with PS etc. and we heard from the neighbours (also family) that some man was here and was shouting if anyone was home. They said that there wasn't anyone home since he made so much noise...then he started banging at the fence (like some prisoner it sounded like) and then I think he left, on a motorbike...we should certainly be more careful now on they said and we all agreed, I mean not forget to lock the doors and close them even if we are at home because you never know what will happen. Even though it was tonight, you never know if he will come back someday, who knows maybe tomorrow, but I can't think of those thoughts...really freeking me out...and Bobby didn't even bark, naughty dog, always bark at stranger but not at criminals.

Malaysia is a paradise but a dangerous one. Haha, hope I can get some sleep later...

je veux un noveau bikini aujourd'hui !

Just came over this little cutie when I was surfing and J'ADORE it ! =). I can really see myself sitting on the beach somewhere under a palm tree that is slowly moving back and forth to the warm breeze that just came in, sipping my ice-cold mangojuice (freshly pressed of course) and just waiting for McDreamy to come and join me there while watching the sun go down and I will just look at my bikini and say "damn this one is really bringing out the best of my curves, it's truly a keeper" before...

...I realize that I don't own that bikini yet ^^...wonder if I have to ask Yazzie (cuteiii friend) to order it for me, since I am not in Sweden now...guess I have to live with the 2 I already brought with me of the 5 I have, hahaha...^^J'adore Bikinis !

haiz...it's sometimes like this la

I don't really have anythng important to really, really write...or have I ? My mind isn't that clear at the moment and my updating has sucked so, I have some ME-information only available at this moment, hahaha. Am I being selfish ? Yes, definitely but sometimes you just are the ego-mind-centred chick, with nothing really important to say...


What time did I get up ? 11.oo am. or something like that, mum forced me =.=
Today's breakfast ? char siew bung
Today's outfit ? mini skirt from somewhere in KL and purple top from Lindex in Swe, panties and bra - personal, I'm not going to tell you all about my personal life, some things are best better left alone =.=
Today's destination ? PS house
Today's "almost caused me headache" ? the journey to PS...traffic jam, says it all, huh ?
Today's snack ? rambutan and mangosteen
Today's dinner ? curryfish and egg with pasta, just kidding...rice, not hard to not already get, haha
Today's exercise ? 11 min GINTELL i-So, really shaking me dizzy and nauseous
Today's thought ? where are we going ??? Langkawi ? Phuket ? Bangkok ? Penang ?
Today's supper ? don't know yet...KFC ? haha, no really have no idea...

What did I say - EGO, but still you read it, amazing...this world of blogging =) hahaha...but haiz...it's sometimes like this la.

pictures !!!!!

OK, now I fixed my pictures from JB and Singapore...enjoy =)

First we stopped by in PJ and met Cotton for the first time =D

Then we came to JB and I played the guitar, not really...but I tried LOL..

Ate A LOT of cake and pastries over there, cupcakes from KL and cake from my new favourite; Secret Recipe, you have to try their White Chocolate cake which is HUGE and delicious and worth its every cent, I can tell you and their cheesecake is sooooo moist !

OK, that was JB but we can't forget the Singapore trip =) Sentosa was where the most of the day was spent xD...

These pics give me cravings to go back tomorrow...haha...Genting this Sunday, anyone want to join ? =)

wedding, wedding...

Finally sis helped me fix the bluetooth on PS laptop so now I can show pictures again.

Wiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeee for that !!!! =D haha...

Yesterday I was at a wedding dinner, so pretty everything and classy; they did it all in western style (almost I mean). They had a cermony before the dinner arrived and then they had all this pictures they ut on a big screen, showing them from babies to the trips they made together and then of course the wedding pictures. They even had a professional photographer there the whole day, he was sneaking around like a paparazzi, quite freeky sometimes, hahaha...:P

Going home to Gong Gong's house later, mummy say he must really miss to cook for us =) and YEAH - Gong Gong cook ! Good too, haha...but I can't say better than mummy because then I will starve when I go back to Sweden 0.0...haha.

Singapore express

Singapore really amaze me, I mean what happened to the Singaporeans, all I saw was Japanese, hahaha =P x). Haha, I had the greatest day ever and saw a lot during just one day and transport ? Whatever, you name it, we tried everything MRT, taxi, bus and we used our legs, and of course I can't forget the little long little "golf car" in Sentosa. Forget Orchard road - maybe it's famous, haha but we get to experience so much more with Amui jiejie as our guide xD.

So I can happily announce that my first time in Singapore was happily the best trip so far =)...actually there is a lot I want to say, but I don't know I'll just blablabla with mummy and Vicki instead because I'm better at talking than writing about what I really, really want to say, hahahaha...but I can say that this ain't going to be the last time I go to Singapore !

PS. pics will come from this trip when I get back to Klang x).

shopping & spicy regrets...

Gosh I was so tired yesterday so I didn't have any power left to update. I needed to be charged; and that by sleep =.=. But hey, who can blame me ?! Auntie Jessica put us in JB's Jusco and there we were stranded (?) until they closed, haha xD; meaning til 10.30 pm. and we arrived 01.30 pm. so after walking around for 9 hours in a shopping mall isn't really a hard thing to do for our family but you get tired when you finally gets home, especially when you walk around in heels, haha...but they didn't hurt a bit ! They just gave me tired feet...oooohh love those heels haha x).

Maybe we walked around at first but of course we couldn't miss this big shopping opportunity so...
Esprit - shop (mummy)
Calvin Klein - shop (mummy and sis, and hey it wasale I tried 5 jeans for like 30 min but I was a good girl enough not to buy anything xD)
Guess - shop ( me...hehe...3 tops...)
Jusco - shop (sis)
Then we went to eat dinner...OMG that keow teow goreng was SPICY !!! I'm proud that I finished the whole plate x) but the burningon my tongue and the Angeline Jolie lips I got later was...worse than wasabi !!! hahaha...and then I got the worst tummy ache :(, still hurts today...

So how much did we burn this day; and I don't mean calories, haha...around RM 660...my Guess tops were already RM 347 but I only paid RM 139 because sis paid one as my B-day gift and mummy did the same...still have shopping regrets though because the exchange rate yesterday was HIGH !!! RM 1 = SEK 2.50 when we checked before we left to M'sia it was RM i = SEK 1.80...so do the maths and see why I have regrets for yesterday, great buys but we chose the worst day to shop on =.=...

in Johor Bahru then...

Updating from auntie Jessicas beautiful condo in Johor Bahru. (Came here last night after spending a couple of hours in the PJ condo waiting for Isabell, Kenny, Jonathan and uncle Paul to come back from a newer ending food break. So when they at last came back, Isabell and the maid and us and one old lady which was auntie Jess friend squeezed in to the car and our "roadtrip could begin, haha...)

Just got home from one of those dinners or it was a Christian (!) dinners because auntie Jess is Christian mah...anyway it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be because I sat beside a guy and his brother and we had quite much to talk about suprisingly :P; everything from Singapore hotspots to football, haha...so the company was good :) but the "did you give him your number ?!" afterwards was just ennoying, haha...and no I didn't give him my number because, well because x)...

Soon having some cupcakes, apple-pie and coffee with auntie Jess, mummy and sis in this cosy little livingroom xD. See what happens tomorrow, hopefully we go shopping :P.

back...right now at least

Hey ya'll x). Feels great to be back to blogging, even if it might just be for today...now I have been here for what, 1 week and 4 almost 5 days and I've been a very nice girl; staying at home and watching TV with grandpha all day long except when I am playing with my cousin Min-Yik who's 5 so a couple of hours with him is enough, haha...I really can't do small kids or kids at all, so don't ask me to babysit any children, I will run away as far as I can I tell you...

The (short) time I've been here I have already realized that some people isn't going to change - ever. And those people are quite close to me. I also realized that sometimes when I see other people I want to trade life with them just for a day so I can do stuff I otherwise can't but in the end step back to reality and find myself very lucky...

So the past time I spent here is still better than what i sometimes wish for ? Well, you can't rely on dreams all the time I realized because dreaming ain't going to get you anywhere and if we return to the "me being a nice girl" I have only bought 2 things so far :P. Panties and a PINK top from Klang Parade from Thailand for only RM 10 xD a true catch !!! Tomorrow I will go down to PJ and then I am off to JB x) See if I can get any further updates down there. ;)...

// Take care all my readers and don't forget to dream but still keep reality close

short break

It´s going to be a short break before I get back to blogging now. Why ? Because I´m leaving Sweden for Malaysia for a while and I don´t know when I get time to blog...but I will keep updated as soon as possible of course x). Yiyi is coming to fetch us like 10.15 am. to the airport, I feel so happy now, even though SWE lost against Spain yesterday evn though Zlatan did a goal again :P...we´ll hope for the best when they meet Russia...=)

Anyhow have some pictures I got yesterday x)

sis and I after we went to the Malaysian embassy in Stockholm

mummy and me

and then we have the last day in school...really miss all these people now when I go away...;)

Lucas and Erik

miss miss miss...x)

Magnus

Jérémie, Steffie and me :P

Lucas and me

haha :P Iwas on the go when I found Erik x)

ladies...miss you all and that is what I have left to say x)...

waiting for mummy...

First some pics of my new hair =P. You know you love it but if you don´t, who cares - cause I do x)

Walked for over 2 ½ hours today. Long story but stupid ? - yes. It was raining all day and aaahh, don´t want to talk about it, sis and I are tiiiireeeed but at least we walked more than 14 000 steps =)...and that was the only good thing about this walk and the company of course ~lovely sis x)~

Soon mummy is coming home from the boat trip she did with work and we´re going to start packing and hmmm, let´s see how we´ll manage this pile of chocolate - but there is no need to worry, mummy will find a solution like always...it´s not that much la...just like she told me the other day...=)

busy AND exhaused =.=

I really and I mean really underestimated the power of doing laundry. God, even today I´m still exhausted but on the other hand I helped mummy for 5 hours; to sort out, wash, fold and being the errand girl at the same time and I am or was now, a laundry virgin, hahaha...:P I think I did pretty good even though I can´t be sure mummy would agree.

Oooh and I or mummy colored my hair again ! xD I love it, it looks like Leila´s - a Swedish cook. So I went from brunette to honey-blonde again on Wednesday night x)...unfortunately I don´t have any photos because I´ve been really busy these few days =.=...Here is Leila´s hair instead...

OK, soon I´m gonna go help (?) mummy with wrap up all the chocolate we´re bringing to Malaysia on Sunday x).

football is the shit xD

Sushi and Chinese food at one of my favourite spots East City with some really good company can´t make a better "first day of the summer holiday" x). Discussing future life, the school we just left and OF COURSE the European cup in football we played yesterday against Greece !

Which we won :D 2-0 to Sweden !!! Greece must be crying but what the hell xD. Zlatan Ibrahimovic is back, scoring our first goal and God I was jumping !!! He hasn´t scored for Sweden in 3 years (just playing his best when he´s not playing for the country =.=) but yesterday he made SWE cry of happiness and relief - we are really a football country :P. The second goal Petter Hansson made "The ugly goal" they call it, haha...Zlatan did the "dreamgoal" and I hope he will repeat it.

ready

Ready. Just sitting here in my green dress I wore in Stockholm on Saturday. Who cares if you wear the same dress twice ? We are just there to say goodbye to everyone and by the way; no one saw this green dress of mine here in Uppsala. 30 min left before I´m off to go...lalalala...God I really can´t believe that it´s my graduation from junior high school or here in SWE we say högstadiet (year 7-9). Thought I would feel happier, but I don´t feel anything really, haha...

Here is something you can laugh about, haha :P. When we just started year 8 at Vaksalaskolan. Recognize me ? The lady in red x)...old pictures are priceless...

last day

Last day in school. I mean tomorrow can´t count because it´s just class quality time, lunch and then church - where we will get our final grades. Start at 11.45 am. and won´t be finish before 03.30 pm. =.=...really sucks though. I mean the last day and we finish so late, but it´s the last day so I am not going to argue about it either...

In the morning we had some cozy time with Jérémie and we all (or almost all girls =.=) brought cakes, muffins etc. that would represent our nationalities, so I brought those kind of rice crackers LOL - Chinese enough, huh ? :P Those guys are so boring, it was like only 2 that brought something and I don´t think that they forgot, because they had been reminded several times, I think that they are feeling; I don´t know "foolish" or "ridiculous" for bringing or baking something that is more of a "girl thing to do". The most foolish or ridiculous people then are only themselves. Come on guys ! There are lots of things you can be ashamed of but bringing pastries and cakes !!!??? Please don´t be because it will only gain you something and this is why (according to me);
#1 It shows that You are not afraid of doing things different from other people.
#2 Bringing something that we agreed about bringing shows that even though You are not used to do this kinds of things; You can be trustful.
#3 You show everyone what kind of person You are. You are not just there to eat at other peoples efforts, You stand for giving and receiving and just tell me; which girl doesn´t fall for that !?
(#4 You get to show everyone what you can do in the kitchen and we all know that guys that can cook are HOT but guys that can bake...!!! I need some water (and some more cake) please ! x))

Also gave Åsa and Jérémie some Lindt chocolate and of course I, or me and Åsa got into the ugly cry but it was worth it :P. Eva-Britt doesn´t work on Mondays so I´ll give her gift tomorrow...

Saturday full of food

Free food is never bad x). Especially not at the Malaysian embassy here in Stockholm. Maybe there wasn´t any satay this time, nor roti canai but so much other kind of food like; 3 kinds of char mee and char bee hoon, curry puffs, 2 kinds of kuih (that was gone as fast as it reached the table), some kind of cake, egg and shellfish minicakes, watermelons, grapes, a whole fridge filled with different kinds of ice-cream and they even flew in kebab from Turkey ! So, I can´t exactly say that I was disappointed, hahaha...

In August 31st when it´s Malaysia´s national day, they will have this kind of event again I think...and without any doubt; I am going ! Hahahahaha...xD

where did it come from ???

I have a BIG bruise on my right knee cap =.=. Don´t know how it got there, don´t know when it will disappear. Just perfect, huh ?! When it´s 30 °C outside and I have to bare my legs with a big purple/blue brusie on my leg...just perfect...

Maybe I have to buy this plaster sis and I found yesterday when we were out grocery shopping. Haha, so adorable but I can bet SEK 100 that my godmother already got this. That Hello Kitty freak x).

Heading to BBQ dinner at aunty Katherine soon, so better get ready CIAO CIAO !

life is GOOD right now

Sara and Lukas
Länna
Erik working on his tan, even though he is really really BROWN already, haha...
Hehe, I got some color anyhow...=.= but my new sunglasses kept my eyes safe from the sun, so that gives me +points...right ?

Hippihippi heyhey, finally I get to sit down and just feel GOOD. Haha, even though I had to hike throughout the woods and I got like 5 mosquito bites on the cheeks, ears and neck (!) when Alexander, Emilia, Katrina and I were on the way home (we could had taken the "normal" road back but they wanted more adventure =.=, but singing the Indiana Jones theme song while we mastered the obstacles wasn´t too bad x)...so it was a GOOD trip I must admit and I learned how to barbeque marshmallows and "papapapapa I´m lovin it !".

Oooh and before we went to Länna I finished my painting...Kari (my art teacher) was really content and I have an A in art xD. So it´s all GOOD.

Another GOOD thing is that just when we got to Länna my godfather text me from Taiwan, where he is now, starting his own business and he asked me if I had any plans for the summer. Well, I am going to Malaysia that´s for sure but HELLO ! TAIwAn is calling maybe...because I remembered that before he left he told me that maybe he needed some help and when I said I could fill in he said that it wasn´t a bad idea xD. So what does that mean ? Have no idea, but I talked to mummy and she was totally fine by me leaving Malaysia maybe a week or something for Taiwan...but I shouldn´t make any drastic planning or expectatations because I don´t even know if it´s really what he is planning - summer in Taiwan ???

almost everything on my mind, hehehe

Have quite much to say right now, so enjoy or skip it, wahahahahaha :P

Had my last english lesson today - WAAAAAHUHUHUHUHUHU ;( ! Not funny at all...Åsa was the sweetest ever; buying us brownies and ice-cream and she told us that we were the best class ever and she really meant it because she was on the way of bursting...me too...

To better news; after I gave mummy footmassage, LOL (delayed Mother´s day promise) we realized that we had no dinner, or we had but we didn´t have any vegetables but luckily my Super-mum found some white cabbage and she did fried rice with teriyaki chicken, onions and the cabbage. Piece a cake and delicious like...cake, hahahaha...xD

Then we have my class trip I was talking about earlier. - Camping in Fjällnora to refresh your memory. Well not anymore. Fjällnora was already booked up so we tried with someplace called Bälinge but that was just a phase we were going through, haha. We ended up with Länna...but no camping though - so happy ! It´s going to be just over the day. Some bathing, tanning (not for me ! Got to try staying white before Malaysia and I don´t want to get cancer ! :P), eating and just chilling before we all go our own ways...

Starting at 09.20 am. tomorrow instead of 11.10 am. because I have to finish my painting in art =.=...sucks because those "shadows" will never become the shadows I want them to be...after art class - hitting for Länna.

Looking at Gossip Girl now x)...really, really good soooo ciao ciao !

2 weeks left...

It´s like I can´t even believe it myself but it´s fact. Exactly 2 weeks from now I´m in Malaysia.