Pre-summer break

My goodness, finally the day before the day has arrived. Tomorrow I will be leaving dull Sweden for the beautiful city of Budapest. Mum told me the other day that I've been there before when I was little, but how am I possibly suppose to remember that? Haha. Anyhow, we won't be staying at any fancy hotel since my godfather lives there, but a trip to Austria is included in the travelling kit and that's more than fine! So, this is my last post for a while then...or until Wednesday when I am back in Sweden, to be more specific. Oops, better get ready for bed. I don't want to look like a dead (wo)man walking. However, all I can think of right now is the fact of me wearing sneakers to the airport instead of a pair of fierce heels, like usual. That thought kinds of frighten me now, haha. Well, I just have to work those sneakers I guess! Ciao.

Best Monday ever ;P

Usually, I'm not a big fan of Mondays. It's the day which reminds you that duty is calling and also, it's the only day of the week where the time seems to stop. However, God bless this Monday! It was the first Monday in my life where I went home with such a big smile one my face. Why?

Well, not only did I pass the physics course, I GOT AN A ON THE FINAL MATH TEST! I have never in my entire life got an A on a math test so I was shocked (still am though), but in a good way of course. I think this is the part when I tell myself that studying hard will give a reward (just came up with that, and it even rhymed!).

Sandra, get over it!

Good morning, little blog!

Last night I barely slept at all. All I could think of was what to bring to Project B. on Friday and my history essays I've got back last Monday. Good lord, those essays! I just can't get over it, can I!? I've been told several times that you only learn from mistakes, and I know that. But by knowing myself, I also know that not sticking to the subject and bringing up very irrelevant ideas are something I'm an expert at. In many ways it can be a good quality though, because I am thinking outside the box however, sometimes I get a bit too far away from the box...meaning I'm out on the ocean not even seeing the box anymore. And that is what I really have to work on. Unfortunately, it might be a bit difficult because the quality seems to run in the genes since my dear mother can be exactly the same, hehe...

Anyhow, sooner or later I'm going to get some nice Sunday breakast with the family (which is the only good thing about Sundays..oh, except that Gossip Girl is aired!) and then, hopefully, open up my wardrobe and start to go crazy!

Folding socks

I think I am becoming better and better at helping mum do the laundry. And the thing is, that I don't even see it as something boring. I do it because I want to. Maybe people would call me insane if I would walk around and tell everyone that I actually enjoy folding...socks, but I am perfectly serious when I say that I find it quite relaxing. Hahaha! My goodness, this is really something you cannot tell people you've just met, that would be like:

- Oh, so what are you up to doing when you're free?

- Weeelll...I'm into folding laundry sometimes, you know...

Seriously, some people would do anything to escape doing their laundry and here am I, doing it for fun!? But maybe this is just a phase, or maybe it's not. All I know is that I find helping and folding the laundry is kind of cozy...Okay, I just realized that I might be a bit "one of a kindish" now, haha!

Water and ice-cream

Wohoo, I made it! I feel so proud of myself for managing those 100 lenghts in the pool earlier today. It feels like I haven't done that for ages. Everything was a little bit blur afterwards though, but I am still in one piece as you can see. Ooohh, I'm so proud proud proud! xD

But maybe I shouldn't have celebrated with that ice-cream, because now I am overloaded.

Addiction

I don't know if what I feel at this point is a sign of an itsy-bitsy-tiny addiction to sudoku or if...if what actually? Who am I fooling? I am an itsy-bitsy-tiny sudoku addict, however I cannot be one of the worst, I mean I didn't even know how to solve one without guessing, using some kind of addition strategy or asking someone to solve it for me a couple of weeks ago! I was fully sudoku clean before French class got so boring and Carl Philip (who does everything else besides French during the lessons :P) introduced me over to the dark?/bright? side...Or maybe, it wasn't only him, it was him accompanied by my dear friend Sabina (aka my sudoku coach - yes, I have a sudoku coach that thought me all the skills, haha).

Anyhow, how was I suppose to know that I would want to be the all time sudoku champion just weeks later? But it can't be that bad, right? A sudoku or a crossword a day is told to keep you mind and memory in good shape so three sudokus and one crossword will only make my mind even sharper, right? RIGHT!?

Mummy'n'Sandra Day

How nice, another Mummy'n'Sandra Day. It was a while since we last had one so I'm extremely satisfied with Vicki being out of the house! Haha, just kidding :). However, I must admit that it actually was quite a while since I spent some alone time with mum. Nevertheless, this feeling of not getting enough time together that I have at the moment, will eventually turn into the state of "leave me alone!" sooner or later this summer. Hahaha...Spending time with each other almost 24 hours/ day in two months time is slowly going to make us go mad with each other...But that is another issue to deal with later because for the rest of the day I am going to spend in my dear mother's company (and hopefully in the company of some ice-cream and martini as well! :P).

Mummy with a very blonde Sandra last summer :)

Me want those genes...

Why do these Balkan ladies have to be so God damn beautiful?! I can't say that I hate my own features, however, I must admit that I envy the Victoria's Secret model genes that seems to run so (unfairly) through the south eastern blood of Europe...

I am not a lesbian but if that girl Aysel (competed for Azerbaijan in Eurovision the other day) was ever to ask me out, I wouldn't make any objections whatsoever! Oh gosh, it's not fair that some people have to be so gorgeous...It really isn't...

Here we go again

Can't believe that a year has already passed by and that I am sitting here again, waiting for Eurovision Song Contest to begin. Actually, I am not that into the whole "Eurovision spirit" or whatever you should call it but it would be a sin to miss it! This year they are Moscow and the woman that represent Sweden is the opera singing Malena Ernman, a very unpredictable candidate according to me. We usually don't send opera singers --- and I just saw that it has already began.

So now it's time for the shocking bad jokes of the hosts and some "Eurovision spirit" for an hour or more to come...Also, I just heard that Malena is singing as number four and if we see it from the Chinese point of view - NOT GOOD!

She is 30+ something but she looks like 40+ something!!! I wonder how this is going to go...-.-

Friday

Good evening little blog! It was a long time since I dropped a few lines I can recall. And from those last lines I dropped there, I was not at my best mood...But as we all know, life has it ups and downs and you just have to find a way to deal with it. Life can't always be in harmony I have learned. And by putting out my own thoughts and road through life in this little blog, I have found one of many ways to cope. Anyhow, now I'm going to crash in the couch with a round of Martini with some lime. Mmmhmm, is my respond to that...My new favourite drink!

Breakdown

I have nothing at all to comment about except that I am so disappointed with myself, and I know that I am not the only one who is going to be...

Those smokers...-.-

Today's normal bike ride to school caught my attention of a matter that I've for quite long time now been longing to bring up, but always forgets to. I am talking about the smokers. Amost everyone knows the awfulness of assuming to go on a nice bike ride, and then you "just happened" to end up behind a garbage truck! (And I know that it's not just me that has been through that breathtaking tradgedy, so don't lie!) According to me, landing up behind a smoker is twice or even more horrible than landing up behind one of those green recycling things.

The garbage truck's smell might give you a present feeling of someone puking just in front of you, but as soon as you overhaul the truck, the yucki sense will also be overhauled. After all, the things we eat are someway produced by the nature's resources so the wind can easily carry it away. Meanwhile, the smell of a cigarette or even worse, a cigar leaves you with not only a whole day of yucki-smelling hair but also, it will torture your lungs in an exceedingly more damaging way than the actual smoker. And by that said, I must say that I really really dislike smokers. Also, I think that they have no right to say that they're not affecting others by their "bad habit", because they had simply decided to do that to their bodies. - Because, they have no idea what they are talking about whatsoever! Second hand smoking is the worst kind of smoking, and the worst part about this fact is that we "second hand smokers" can't do anything about the situation! And like that is not enough, their stupid cigarette butts of course have to be ashed all over the place! -.- Ooh, I get so vexed speaking of these kinds of things.

If you are coughing every 15 minutes, taking serious disassociation from cigarettes when you are pregnant, standing on the balcony with your "beloved one" afraid of the house smelling yucki, or the wallpaper to turn yellow - YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW THAT SMOKING IS BAD FOR YOU AND THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU! Why won't all smokers just do each other and all of us non-smokers a favor and just stop with your silliness.

No Britney for me ;(

Buhuhu! I am so ennoyed by the fact that Britney is coming to Sweden on July 13, and that I am not going to be here at that time!!! :( I don't really object against going to my favourite country and second home, but I just feel like a little child not getting what it wants at the moment. -.- Which sucks, if you're not aware of that...I've been longing for her to make her way to Sweden, but only heard that she was going to Amsteredam and London, so I gave up. But now when I have plans going to Malaysia, she just couldn't stay away from making her "Circus Tour" all the way to Sweden...

I remember the first couple of times when I first heard Womanizer. It caught me immediately, and I just knew that I had to go to her concert whenever she would come here. Guess what? My dream just fell into pieces -.- ---Oh, mum just showed me a nice white tank top in organic cotton that she bought me the other day. Now I feel a bit better, I think.